Rightey!!!this is definitely my 1st attempt at doing this....Tuhan aje la tau the outcome of this bizarre finding of fotopages introduced by friends at susuibu. As the 'theme' of the whole FP thingy is dedicated to my beloved daughther (or should i say children<< in case of more to come (?) ..ALESHA RAZAN.
The creation (haha!) of Alesha was one of wonders. After my mis-abortion (thats what the gyn told me - or have i gotten it all wrong), it was do or die at trying to conceive. Age factor is of course 1 main thing that keep bugging my mind...alahai..moi already 28 la..(then..) But there was also this emptiness yang kept us wonder maybe baby was the answer.
So..after 4 months of trying (thank God it didnt take THAT long!!!)...in April 2005, i missed my period..Yahooo!!! and tracing back..i think the identified venue where Alesha was *ehem* 'made' was at Port Dickson - Bay View (ke something) is the name of the hotel...Hahaha ... Punya la tak jauh kan ...and the exact date...lemme see....sometime around 27 March 2005. ...
9 months of pregnancy was definitely not my cup of tea.. Kenapa eh? Some women they sailed thru pregnancy like nobody business...the glowie faces...the rounded tummies...all soooo cute.. HEY!! but not me. NO! No!.
First trimester i was of course overjoyed. Masa tu i think a smile had been pasted on my face...Senyum sengih sensorang je. And me being me..i am not known for keeping my mouth shut.
But 2nd trimester...GOD..it hit me like tsunami. . Masa tu la morning sickness..leg cramping almost everynite. and somehow i developed this extreme laziness to dress up. Its a good thing that i comb my hair..THAT BAD!!!
Then comes 3rd trimester. At that point of time, i was giving up hope at even trying to look presentable everyday. Lantak la apa orang nak kata. My feet dah bengkak...my face all bloated macam ikan buntal..my hair ..urghhh. AND to top it off.. i developed extreme itchiness during my 8th month. The rashes was everywhere and these patches of red scarring ...urghh..was all over me..Strecth mark jangan nak kira la..I was mad to the point of scratching my body by using a SIKAT!..Best of all...even my gyn told me - Raihan..i think the only ubat for u is to deliver...HAHA. ..which true enough is the case. Apparently...my body was producing this certain hormone to prepare for delivery. The reaction of the whole new increase of hormone causes the itchiness. Well..thats the most reasonable answer as compared to ..NI PEMBAWAAN BUDAK NI..that i used to hear.
THE BIG DAY WAS FINALLY HERE!!My due date was to be on 20th December 2005. Tapi the big blow was when the gyn told me i have hypertension. At 36 weeks, my blood pressure was up and had crazingly decided not going to come down until this sack hanging on my tummy was inducedly delivered. Again..the gyn told me .. Raihan..ubat hypertension u ni...deliver aje la... But i have got a prefectly good answer to that.. Hai..alang alang i can choose bila nak beranak, i might as well pilih tarikh yang best best..
SO...12 DECEMBER 2005 was the chosen date. Masa tu i think i was more overjoyed to see my baby rather than thinking about the delivery pain. Tak fikir apa dah. Senang lenang surrender diri at Damai Service Hospital Melawati at about 8.00 pm on 11 December 2005, to be induced.
To tell u the truth, the delivery experience was a bit blur for me. Lemme recall.....(to be continued in Alesha Razan's First Month..UNDER CONSTRUCTION yek)
..ALESHA RAZAN.
of Alesha was one of wonders. After my mis-abortion (thats what the gyn told me - or have i gotten it all wrong), it was do or die at trying to conceive. Age factor is of course 1 main thing that keep bugging my mind...alahai..moi already 28 la..(then..) But there was also this emptiness yang kept us wonder maybe baby was the answer.
Punya la tak jauh kan ...and the exact date...lemme see....sometime around 27 March 2005. 
. Masa tu la morning sickness..leg cramping almost everynite. and somehow i developed this extreme laziness to dress up. Its a good thing that i comb my hair..THAT BAD!!!
..which true enough is the case. Apparently...my body was producing this certain hormone to prepare for delivery. The reaction of the whole new increase of hormone causes the itchiness. Well..thats the most reasonable answer as compared to ..NI PEMBAWAAN BUDAK NI..that i used to hear. 
was inducedly delivered. Again..the gyn told me .. Raihan..ubat hypertension u ni...deliver aje la... But i have got a prefectly good answer to that.. Hai..alang alang i can choose bila nak beranak, i might as well pilih tarikh yang best best..
